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Time for everyone else, eventually...
Not that yesterday was the best day ever, or even went to fucking plan, or was even remotely a success come night time
Sure, coming out to my parents and my brother was fine, whatever, but getting back home and.. Ugh.. I just wanna forget tonight ever went as badly as it did and move forward
Til then, I guess I'm just gunna keep screwing up, seems to be what I'm good at
Not that yesterday was the best day ever, or even went to fucking plan, or was even remotely a success come night time
Sure, coming out to my parents and my brother was fine, whatever, but getting back home and.. Ugh.. I just wanna forget tonight ever went as badly as it did and move forward
Til then, I guess I'm just gunna keep screwing up, seems to be what I'm good at
2015, and therapy starts anew!
I never had any of these issues when I was here way back in the past :grump:
Probably never noticed them.
Anyway, 2015, granted it's halfway through the fifth month of 2015 but that's not my point. I've been absent for what is easily approaching if not surpassing 2 years. I can't tell you where I've changed in that time, I only know that I... Have changed. I found some videos of myself on my old laptop yesterday whilst trying to repair it, which utterly failed by the way, and the figure I'm watching is like a different person. Not that I feel alienated from my past self, not that I feel disassociative of my past self, I just feel unable to
Been Absent For a While, Sorry
A whole host of things happened and I thought it best to leave a lot of the social networking-like sites I'm registered to for a while, in the mean time I've somehow registered to Tumblr (Go figure), and become the target of a bunch of Life Problems every time I log into Facebook
So yeah, I've been busy, and on top of that I just haven't been feeling up to doing anything valuable with my time of late. There's nothing to do, college is dragging on and that's keeping me very busy whilst I look for an alternate course.
A bunch of stuff has been keeping me more than occupied, I hope to return over Christmas tho :la:
Just aren't feeling up to m
God DAMMIT Kyoto Animation
Just watched the latest (apparently the last) episode of Free, Iwatobi Swim Club
And
Just
;~;
So it's supposed to be ending :noes: Or at least, the idea was only gunna be the one season... But surely the success is gunna mean they'll bring back another season right? :stare:
I don't even know if any of my watchers are fans of the show, but if you guys haven't seen or even heard of it, basically there was this ad a company called Kyoto Animation made not long back to showcase their new animation skills and such. It went viral pretty much immediately, thanks to Tumblr and prooobably Reddit but I don't check Reddit all that much :stare: Onli
A Wild College Appeared!
And suddenly I'm getting 3 hours sleep again :la:
:stare:
On top of THAT, a bunch of friends had a huge falling out that I can in no way say I was an innocent bystander to the other day. There was a little hissy fit thrown over something rather small, then it all escalated to shit and big bad words were thrown hither and thither. I think everything's cooled down, regardless of how quiet things have now gotten, and how few of said friends actually hang out with eachother anymore...
Hopefully that situation should be fixed this Saturday, once we get time to talk everything out.
Until then, it's more college time! :grump: I got 7 hours of th
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That sucks!! I'm so sorry buddy! 
Hopefully your boyfriend will be able to help you get through everything. If you ever need a near-stranger to vent to, feel free to hit me up.